You know that unfailable obsessive feeling you get after you have met a relatively nice guy and at the same time you know this isn't going to go anywhere? ......Yeah, I've got that.
You would think this wouldn't happen once you are older...but somehow your heart convinces you that you are still a teenage girl who can have crushes. This feels like some form of self inflicted abuse! The only thing that has helped me ever was time apart. Like out of sight, out of mind? Well this one seems to be taking its sweet time to get out of my mind.
Its not even like I've become unproductive or anything. I'm occupied with work most of the time. I'm always up to something. Thankfully sitting idle is not an option for my mind.
Still, i guess some things will take the time they need to stay where they have to....and then one day i wont even realize when i would have gotten over it.
You would think this wouldn't happen once you are older...but somehow your heart convinces you that you are still a teenage girl who can have crushes. This feels like some form of self inflicted abuse! The only thing that has helped me ever was time apart. Like out of sight, out of mind? Well this one seems to be taking its sweet time to get out of my mind.
Its not even like I've become unproductive or anything. I'm occupied with work most of the time. I'm always up to something. Thankfully sitting idle is not an option for my mind.
Still, i guess some things will take the time they need to stay where they have to....and then one day i wont even realize when i would have gotten over it.
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